So here I am nearly 8 months after the wheels fell off my relationship and I’m back to that strange place of uncertainty, the biggest difference this time around is I know what I want, or I have a pretty good idea of what I want. Perhaps what I mean is I know what I [...]
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Just the 2 of us!!!!
This is the first weekend that I have my daughter after my ex-wife and daughter moved out. I was really nervous about having her, I know I’m more than capable of taking care of her and loving her the way she deserves. Its just been really difficult staying in a almost empty home with nothing [...]
Lost & Confused
I’m now officially single. I’m not sure how I should feel about that? I think at the moment I’m feeling indifferent, I’m assuming that’s normal? I still have the urge to just pack my stuff and disappear as things haven’t really gotten any easier in a lot of aspects its gotten harder as there is [...]
Its a done deal
I mentioned in a previous post (moving on) that my wife and I were going to make a go of making our marriage work. Unfortunately it didn’t quite work out like I would have expected, we decided recently to get a divorce as our relationship wasn’t getting any better.
I knew 8 weeks ago when I [...]
Picking up the pieces….
I’ve come to the realization that my belief system has let me down. Everything that I believed in and thought was true turns out to be quite the opposite. This isn’t an easy thing for me to get my head around, I mean how can ones belief system be wrong? is it possible? well the [...]
Regrouping
After having a bit of a moment this evening I’ve had some time to ponder and I’ve been thinking what am I doing, why am I here? Have I made the right decision to be here? Is there more to still come? I’m not sure which way to turn anymore. What makes this so much [...]
All I Need
Do you know where your heart is?
Do you think you can find it?
Or did you trade it for something
Somewhere better just to have it?
Do you know where your love is?
Do you think that you lost it?
You felt it so strong, but
Nothing’s turned out how you wanted
what a day to go to gym
I’ve decided that I HAVE to start going to gym again and figured today would be a good day to start. Its just so damn cold. At this point in time I’m freezing my ass off and can’t think of anything worse than going to gym
I think the only way I’ll actually get [...]
A day in the life of Gary….
I thought I would put down a few points describing a typical day in my life….
Get up at roughly 5am or earlier depending on the little general (more to follow on Kaitlyn at a later stage).
Make some coffee
Draw straws with Tanna to get Kaitlyn.
Get Kaitlyn dressed.
Shit, Shower, Shave.
If there is time squeeze a quick breakfast [...]
Friends?
After everything that has been thrown at me recently I’ve decided to relook at my group of friends and which of them I can actually call friends as someone that I thought was a good friend turned out to really betray my friendship, trust and everything else. It’s so bad that I get into a [...]
