After having a bit of a moment this evening I’ve had some time to ponder and I’ve been thinking what am I doing, why am I here? Have I made the right decision to be here? Is there more to still come? I’m not sure which way to turn anymore. What makes this so much harder is the consequences to both choices are potentially very serve.
We all have moments when we are slightly weak, I had the choice, and choose to stick around and that is what I’m going to do, through thick and thin.
The lyrics from One Republic - Someone to save you describes a lot of what I’m feeling right now.
All right
Sit down and spill your heart
Lets start from the very start
Cause i can see by your eyes
You’re wasted
Your energy comes and goes
You taking your time, you know
Nothing can change what happened, you know
23/06/2008 at 10:32 am Permalink
You’ve gone into this with eyes wide open. Knowing it would be tough and that there would be times when you feel like crawling into a hole and dying. This will make you stronger and just remeber the bad times come but they do pass. Keep your head up
21/07/2008 at 2:29 pm Permalink
Hi there.
You haven’t updated your blog in a while ….